My Own Personal Bastard

My own personal Bastard

You are just burnt up in your own misery

So much so that everything else is impalpable

Even others as miserable perhaps as you are

But how do you pretend, not being miserable

How do you draw a smile on your face when you are infact ripped to your very soul?

How do you stop being miserable?

How do you forget the pain?

How do you forget death?

And how do you look directly through people, like they don't exist?

How do you put that veil on your face?

That dark mystical veil?

How do you do it?

My own personal Bastard

Teach me a thing or two

Teach me how to pretend

Teach me how to smile through misery

Teach me how to live through a broken soul

Tell me more about that veil

My own personal Bastard

Teach me how to cheat

Teach me how to live

Teach me how to forgive death

My own personal Bastard